bday post

to say that i am not absolutely TERRIFIED of being an adult would be a lie. i am scared. very scared. after all, this is the end of one chapter and the start of a brand new one — one that i have no idea about. i don't know what my adult life is going to be like and quite frankly that spooks me. anything could happen, really, and i am absolutely not prepared for any of it. that is why i'm scared. i feel like i need to completely reinvent myself. like the adult me can be nothing like the kid me was. i don't really know who or what i am yet, but i guess i have my entire adulthood to figure that out.

also sucks that i can't get into museums for free anymore